Wednesday
17Mar2010

Couldn't Say it Better Myself

It takes watchful informed family members, friends, and observers to notice behavioral changes in a survivor and understand that the changes began after the carbon monoxide poisoning and are likely connected to it. These may well be behaviors that the survivor themself is unable to notice or admit to.

Unfortunately, if a survivor behaves in an unfamiliar or uncomfortable way, it is [much] more common for family, friends, and coworkers to feel disappointed, then as additional things happen feel annoyed, escalating to anger, and finally if it continues, backing away from the relationship.

Seldom do those close to a survivor understand that it is the ongoing effects from carbon monoxide poisoning that continue to impact the survivors behavior, functioning, and their relationship.

Things like missed appointments, forgotten special occasions, incomplete work, seemingly inappropriate behavior, mood instability, selfish/impulsive behavior, and unfamiliar reactions may baffle, frustrate, and annoy those around the survivor.

It may take time for those close to the survivor to understand that although the survivor may look “normal”, sound “normal”, and appear “normal”, they have in fact changed and are behaving [somewhat] differently. Many may never recognize the reason for the change.



Monday
15Mar2010

We are NOT Going to Discuss Rain, Only Centipedes

I have spent some time cleaning out a garage.  Nothing like a boatload of spiders hiding under their individual leaves.  As long as there are no damn centipedes.  At least spiders make a failry predictable path unlike the centipede whose movements are like the Queen on a chess board, only in quadruple fast forward speed.

Centipedes look different at night.  See that stout, cigar shaped lint over there?  Boo! It is really a centipede waiting to skittle on its own evil parallel plane, and then zoom into a blur like an air hockey puck.  It isn’t even afraid of you, or your dog. 

Centipedes sting.  That’s nice.  In a fight between a spider and a centipede I wonder who would win? I would totally root for the spider.  I wonder where centipedes live.  They seem solitary too, like the world’s best predators.  The psychopathic creature, but don’t call it a bug! Call it an anthropod, a relative of the spider, the lobster, the shrimp and the humble barnacle. 

Most centipedes don’t even have sex to reproduce.  The males just deposit their sperm wherever, and assume that a female will come along and eat it.  Nasty.  There is one species said to reproduce asexually and produces only females.

The cute illustrations for children’s books represent an altogether different and completely inaccurate verson of the creepy crawler.  It is usually a super friendly, multi-colored worm with multiple pairs of sneakers. 

Did you find one yet, maybe in your bathroom or under your bed near the damp window?

 

Sunday
07Mar2010

It All Needs Help

My poor website… Come to find out there are sewer gases and carbon monoxide in my little house by the sea.  No excuse for losing my mind, but throw me a bone.  With town inspectors crawling all over the place and Winkle having seizures and me waking up like a female version of Jethro, I guess my payback for a fairly charmed life continues!

Sunday
28Feb2010

Pocket Full of Starfish

 

seabeds wretched themselves

ornament sized lobsters, a cow speckled seal and  

anemic clam guts

snot between rocks.

a secret pact between galaxies and water,

one catches the other’s lonely, broken things.

starbuds choked up through foam

unbelonging moist creatures

curl their weak starpointed hands into the sand

and stop the eyeless search.

now cradled in my palm

a pocket full of starfish reunited

they are cut from ancient sky.

love arrives too late to save them

 

Friday
26Feb2010

It's What I Am

Tuesday
23Feb2010

The Patriot Ledger

Monday
22Feb2010

A Thank You Note

Thursday
18Feb2010

The Combat Zone 

Tuesday
02Feb2010

Seven Curtains to the Moon

I arrived late after losing an entire curtain. 

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Sunday
31Jan2010

Afoot & Free Stuff

Saturday
30Jan2010

Embrace Life

Monday
25Jan2010

Ostracism and the Existential Luck of the Draw

Saturday
23Jan2010

Attentional Variations

Wednesday
20Jan2010

Potential Reward

for anyone in the world, or within mailing distance, unbeknown to me, who owes me money for some reason, something I forgot about maybe?  you keep 50%, er, ok ok maybe 40%, or whatever it is you decide, maybe you can tithe some to Haiti too, and really I don’t even need to know who you are because you can just get it to Stephanie Creech in Hull, um on Sailsbury Street or Ave.  I have pahlenty of frozen food to eat, wonderful friends who live locally and aggressive flossing.   I am posting for a roomate, and most importantly I am focusing on the work that will sustain me.  Oh well, if not, then it is OK.  Open doors are found in strange places!

Tuesday
19Jan2010

What is that MESS above me?

Goodness gracious as my mother used to say.  Once things go into folders, in my world, they tend to stay there too long, so OUT of the folders and splattered into the ethers of the internet!  It is such an empty feeling when I get down on my hands and knees to clean the floor and there is no dirt in the rinse water.

Tuesday
19Jan2010

Diesel - Be Stupid

I think I was adopted and they changed my last name from Diesel.

 

Wednesday
13Jan2010

Senseless & Preventable be it Alcohol or Insufficient Medical Response

Martha Coakley’s advertisement is making me think more about how often people

present themselves in ways that they only wish for…  Hang on to watch this one,

it is very powerful

 

Monday
04Jan2010

January Mystery Photo (look left and up)

Sunday
03Jan2010

Blue Moons and High Tides Forever

Wednesday
30Dec2009

Rug Fringe